Dear Theatre,
Thats right my favorite memory is not from just one specific person but a specific area. Theatre has done so many things for me like helping me find my love for it and wanting to teach theatre for a job. I have spent most of my high school career lurking around the theatre learning things, acting, managing, and earning awards. Everything that happens in theatre stays in theatre :p
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Letter 23
Dear Last Kiss,
It was such a long time ago. Funny thing is we still have feelings for each other but have decided not to ever try again. I believe I will always have feelings for you. I hope the same comes from you. Right now we are best friends, your my bell buddy and don't ever change! :)
It was such a long time ago. Funny thing is we still have feelings for each other but have decided not to ever try again. I believe I will always have feelings for you. I hope the same comes from you. Right now we are best friends, your my bell buddy and don't ever change! :)
Letter 22
Dear Second Chance,
I have been thinking and in general I think that we can try to be friends again.... maybe. I have moved on, but have you? I am different than I was back then. Lets have another go round, see what happens.
I have been thinking and in general I think that we can try to be friends again.... maybe. I have moved on, but have you? I am different than I was back then. Lets have another go round, see what happens.
Letter 21
Dear Judged,
Even though I judged you by appearance and thought there was no way that we would ever become friends.... it happened. I am glad that I got past your appearance, though we are probably not the best of friends we are still friends. You are funny, cool and different... I like it :)
Even though I judged you by appearance and thought there was no way that we would ever become friends.... it happened. I am glad that I got past your appearance, though we are probably not the best of friends we are still friends. You are funny, cool and different... I like it :)
Letter 20
Broke my heart?! Yet again I don't know of anyone or anything that has done this... Sorry!
Monday, July 26, 2010
Letter 18
Dear Future Me,
I wish you to be more fit, strong, brave, crazy(in a good way), artistic, relaxed, organized, reliable, friendly, AWESOME!, intelligent, clean, loyal, reverable than you are now. I want you to be more you than you have ever been in your life. Don't let the little things stop you in your tracks. Work harder, faster, better, stronger then ever before. Don't stop doing what you love! Til I become you, Goodbye!
P.S. Til I need to be you as well!
I wish you to be more fit, strong, brave, crazy(in a good way), artistic, relaxed, organized, reliable, friendly, AWESOME!, intelligent, clean, loyal, reverable than you are now. I want you to be more you than you have ever been in your life. Don't let the little things stop you in your tracks. Work harder, faster, better, stronger then ever before. Don't stop doing what you love! Til I become you, Goodbye!
P.S. Til I need to be you as well!
Letter 17
PAIGE!!!!
We have known each other for way to long but that is why it is great :)
From not really talking to each back when we were kids to what we are today is an odd thing to think about. I can't believe how long it has been. Its a rollercoaster and I am glad that you have taken it with me. I don't have anything cool to say about like you did about me in your post but you know just as well as I do, I don't need to say anything you just understand :)
You're one of the people that let's me know that I'm blessed.
ILY in a non-relationship way Best friend :)
We have known each other for way to long but that is why it is great :)
From not really talking to each back when we were kids to what we are today is an odd thing to think about. I can't believe how long it has been. Its a rollercoaster and I am glad that you have taken it with me. I don't have anything cool to say about like you did about me in your post but you know just as well as I do, I don't need to say anything you just understand :)
You're one of the people that let's me know that I'm blessed.
ILY in a non-relationship way Best friend :)
Letter 16
Dear Most of my extended family,
We live in different states and I never see you. Though most of you are way older than me or way younger than me and I have no relatives I am close to near my age I want you guys to live closer to me. Almost all of my friends talk about their families because they live close to them. Even more of my friends have relatives that go to school with them, I don't have that luxory. So move to Kansas!
We live in different states and I never see you. Though most of you are way older than me or way younger than me and I have no relatives I am close to near my age I want you guys to live closer to me. Almost all of my friends talk about their families because they live close to them. Even more of my friends have relatives that go to school with them, I don't have that luxory. So move to Kansas!
Letter 14
Dear Same Unnamed from Letter 13,
We have drifted apart partly because of what I did and you moving away. Someday, maybe, we can get close again but for now I am happy talking occasionally like we do. Though I wish it was more often, I am just glad we are talking.
We have drifted apart partly because of what I did and you moving away. Someday, maybe, we can get close again but for now I am happy talking occasionally like we do. Though I wish it was more often, I am just glad we are talking.
Letter 13
Dear Unnamed,
I've said things to you that were very inappropriate and I wish I could take them all back for what I had with you before I said them. We had a wonderful friendship and I want it to be that way again. I am sorry, I hope you can forgive me.
I've said things to you that were very inappropriate and I wish I could take them all back for what I had with you before I said them. We had a wonderful friendship and I want it to be that way again. I am sorry, I hope you can forgive me.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Letter 11
Dear Alpha Irene Bayard,
Your the only dead person I seriously wish was alive today. You're my aunt but you're also more than that. We share birthdays, there is something about that bond that made us closer than most people realize. There is so much you have missed out on. Your grandkids growing up, my sister graduating, grandma dying, my soon to be senior year of high school. You died while I was in middle school. Most people don't realize why I acted the way I did back then, I was couping without you. When I go to Missouri to visit family, you aren't there anymore. It may have been a couple years since your death but I still am not the person I was before. I think I have finally became a different person, a better one. With your death I tried to keep you alive by picking up things you use to do. Things like your uncanny humor, cooking ability, and vivality. I have yet to pick up your sewing and ironing skills and I don't think I ever will, no offense lol. I hate how fast you died. It was so sudden and unexpected. I have reasons to hate cancer, I mean it was all over your body. Before you died you tried to tell you children where to find your will but they couldn't understand you because of that awful stroke you had. One day I heard that you were sick, the next you were in the hospital, the next in the nursing home, and the next you had your stroke, and finally you died. Too fast and I'll miss you always, I can't wait to see you again. Bye... :(
Your the only dead person I seriously wish was alive today. You're my aunt but you're also more than that. We share birthdays, there is something about that bond that made us closer than most people realize. There is so much you have missed out on. Your grandkids growing up, my sister graduating, grandma dying, my soon to be senior year of high school. You died while I was in middle school. Most people don't realize why I acted the way I did back then, I was couping without you. When I go to Missouri to visit family, you aren't there anymore. It may have been a couple years since your death but I still am not the person I was before. I think I have finally became a different person, a better one. With your death I tried to keep you alive by picking up things you use to do. Things like your uncanny humor, cooking ability, and vivality. I have yet to pick up your sewing and ironing skills and I don't think I ever will, no offense lol. I hate how fast you died. It was so sudden and unexpected. I have reasons to hate cancer, I mean it was all over your body. Before you died you tried to tell you children where to find your will but they couldn't understand you because of that awful stroke you had. One day I heard that you were sick, the next you were in the hospital, the next in the nursing home, and the next you had your stroke, and finally you died. Too fast and I'll miss you always, I can't wait to see you again. Bye... :(
Letter 10
I don't really know anyone who I need or want to talk to more... I feel that I talk to everyone I need to when I want to. I hope everyone else feels the same way. If they want me to talk more to them then they should just text me more lol. I'm sorry this wasn't a longer post but I guess I feel that I am needed where I am now and that if there are additions of people I need to talk to then so be it. That may have sounded wierd or an incomplete thought and that is because I can't exactly decide how to word it to make sense to everyone else... Oh well!
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Letter 9
Dear Grandpa,
I realized that though I would like to meet all the celebs I would rather meet you. Out of all the people, my mom still talks about you alot. She says how hard you worked, how she wishes you were alive, how she got your personality, how loving you were, how understanding you were. The list can go on but I'll stop there. You have met me when I was just a baby but I don't remember you. I wish I could of got to know you before God took you. I guess all I can do is wait. I hope to see you waiting for me there at the gates of heaven with grandma, the other grandpa, Irene, and all my other ancestors. Till then Grandpa I'll have to live with pictures and what mom tells me.....
I realized that though I would like to meet all the celebs I would rather meet you. Out of all the people, my mom still talks about you alot. She says how hard you worked, how she wishes you were alive, how she got your personality, how loving you were, how understanding you were. The list can go on but I'll stop there. You have met me when I was just a baby but I don't remember you. I wish I could of got to know you before God took you. I guess all I can do is wait. I hope to see you waiting for me there at the gates of heaven with grandma, the other grandpa, Irene, and all my other ancestors. Till then Grandpa I'll have to live with pictures and what mom tells me.....
Letter 8
Dear Rose,
I may have just met you but you are my favorite internet friend. Its awesome that you are an opera singer. I may not listen to opera but I understand how hard it is. Also you're quirky, instead of asking the normal Omegle questions you asked things like "Pirates or Ninjas?" and stuff to get to know me, I was surprised. I love that you are from the UK/London and it isn't because I love that area of the world.... I swear lol. You called my smile cheeky and then proceeded to explain that it is a British term that is good to be called. I also found out that my email is a British term for sweet because of you. I could easily say that I have crushed on you because I have and its because you are the British version of my American crush lol. I just hope we talk again soon.... :)
I may have just met you but you are my favorite internet friend. Its awesome that you are an opera singer. I may not listen to opera but I understand how hard it is. Also you're quirky, instead of asking the normal Omegle questions you asked things like "Pirates or Ninjas?" and stuff to get to know me, I was surprised. I love that you are from the UK/London and it isn't because I love that area of the world.... I swear lol. You called my smile cheeky and then proceeded to explain that it is a British term that is good to be called. I also found out that my email is a British term for sweet because of you. I could easily say that I have crushed on you because I have and its because you are the British version of my American crush lol. I just hope we talk again soon.... :)
Letter 7
Dear Ex,
We have known each other for a long time. We dated through out middle school and I don't regret a day of it. We may have never gotten far in our relationship, partly because of me and partly it was middle school, which is why it never lasted for us. We still have feelings for each other no one will ever understand. We will also probably never go out again which is fine with me. I just wanted to say thanks for giving me that chance over and over and over again. You have been my only super serious girlfriend and I will always see you as my first love. Thanks...
We have known each other for a long time. We dated through out middle school and I don't regret a day of it. We may have never gotten far in our relationship, partly because of me and partly it was middle school, which is why it never lasted for us. We still have feelings for each other no one will ever understand. We will also probably never go out again which is fine with me. I just wanted to say thanks for giving me that chance over and over and over again. You have been my only super serious girlfriend and I will always see you as my first love. Thanks...
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Letter 6
Hello Stranger,
I may not know you but you apparently know of me if you found this letter. I would like to congratulate you on being a creeper lol jk. Congratulations on finding me. Someday maybe we will actually know each other. I know I always need friends. Friends are the things that make you go places, try new things, and change you for the better.
I may not know you but you apparently know of me if you found this letter. I would like to congratulate you on being a creeper lol jk. Congratulations on finding me. Someday maybe we will actually know each other. I know I always need friends. Friends are the things that make you go places, try new things, and change you for the better.
Letter 5
Dear Dreams,
I have many dreams for my future. One is to be the next great thing to hit the movies. I understand that will probably never happen but if it does I have prepared myself to be a charitable person giving away my fortune and living in a modest house not a mansion. Of course this may sound cliche as alot of people say that is what they would do. I really mean it though. The other dream is a tad more reachable. I dream to be a successful, get this, theatre teacher. That is right, a theatre teacher. I want to stay in the fine arts as long as I live. Back in middle school if someone would of told me to be in theatre I would of been like aww heck no techno lol. Once I actually decided to try it out in high school I loved it and have been in almost every play since my sophomore year. If reality hits me in the face and says teaching is not for you, I will never get rid of theatre or art or band from my life. Whatever does happen to me in the future though, I hope its good.
As for dreams in the near future, I just want to be a kid growing up into the future me. Learning from the expected mistakes and the unexpected ones just being me.
I have many dreams for my future. One is to be the next great thing to hit the movies. I understand that will probably never happen but if it does I have prepared myself to be a charitable person giving away my fortune and living in a modest house not a mansion. Of course this may sound cliche as alot of people say that is what they would do. I really mean it though. The other dream is a tad more reachable. I dream to be a successful, get this, theatre teacher. That is right, a theatre teacher. I want to stay in the fine arts as long as I live. Back in middle school if someone would of told me to be in theatre I would of been like aww heck no techno lol. Once I actually decided to try it out in high school I loved it and have been in almost every play since my sophomore year. If reality hits me in the face and says teaching is not for you, I will never get rid of theatre or art or band from my life. Whatever does happen to me in the future though, I hope its good.
As for dreams in the near future, I just want to be a kid growing up into the future me. Learning from the expected mistakes and the unexpected ones just being me.
Letter 4
Dear Sister,
You are barely a year older than me, yet you treat me like I am 10 years younger than you. You say you are mature yet you rely on mom and dad to do everything for you. You tell me to grow up but you need to look at yourself first before you tell someone else to do what you need to do too. You are a tattle tale about everything. Yet you expect me to keep all of your dirty little secrets. You use to have the brightest red hair that everyone dreamt of having but you destroyed that by dying it over and over again. I will probably never see that wonderful red hair ever again. When we were kids you were the one who got everything you wanted. If I did it you got to do it too. If I wanted to hang out with my friends without you but we were doing something you wanted to do, you got to come and do it. You were a thorn in my side. Every time you wanted a friend to spend the night or spend the night at their house, you got it. Anytime we were fighting, I was the one who would get into trouble. It still ends up being that way today. It doesn't help that you are daddy's little girl. We call each other horrible names. I 'annoy' the crap out of you. You get so easily 'annoyed' sometimes I think it is just all a play you put on. But after all I have wrote bad about you, we have our good days. They may not last long but there are moments when I can look into your eyes and see a human. I would just like to remind you that I am there for you and all your problems. I've always been there. Hopefully some day you can have a good head on your shoulders. Til then, I love you Elizabeth and don't ever forget that.
You are barely a year older than me, yet you treat me like I am 10 years younger than you. You say you are mature yet you rely on mom and dad to do everything for you. You tell me to grow up but you need to look at yourself first before you tell someone else to do what you need to do too. You are a tattle tale about everything. Yet you expect me to keep all of your dirty little secrets. You use to have the brightest red hair that everyone dreamt of having but you destroyed that by dying it over and over again. I will probably never see that wonderful red hair ever again. When we were kids you were the one who got everything you wanted. If I did it you got to do it too. If I wanted to hang out with my friends without you but we were doing something you wanted to do, you got to come and do it. You were a thorn in my side. Every time you wanted a friend to spend the night or spend the night at their house, you got it. Anytime we were fighting, I was the one who would get into trouble. It still ends up being that way today. It doesn't help that you are daddy's little girl. We call each other horrible names. I 'annoy' the crap out of you. You get so easily 'annoyed' sometimes I think it is just all a play you put on. But after all I have wrote bad about you, we have our good days. They may not last long but there are moments when I can look into your eyes and see a human. I would just like to remind you that I am there for you and all your problems. I've always been there. Hopefully some day you can have a good head on your shoulders. Til then, I love you Elizabeth and don't ever forget that.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Letter 3
Dad: Lets start off with the worst. Your strict, unforgiving, stubborn, stupid, short-fused, controlling, and abusive. You won't let me have a life or stay out late and you control my time on the computer and when I leave for work. You never let me have friends over or even let me stay at friends houses. Even though you are all of those things, I still love you. You are my father. On your good days you have an undying sense of humor, wit and sarcasm. I've seen you have a heart. I've seen you on the verge of tears at funerals. I'm sure some of the rules and strictness will pay off later in life but right now, I just need my life. Relax dad, I am a responsible kid. There is no need to worry as much as you do.
Mom: You are my favorite parent. Granted I am a Momma's boy :). You have taught me patience, preservence, good will, to be charitable and lots of other things. You are one of the few people in this state that tries to recycle everything. Your peaceful, hard to anger and understanding. You have pushed me to do my best in everything I do. Along with that you have attended every single band concert, play, baseball game, and swimming lesson that I can remember. You have always been there for me. I want to be like you when I have kids. I hope I already resemble your wonderful demeanor. People say we look alike. I got your hair, eyes, and hopefully personality. I can't ever think of what life will be like without you. I told you before, I want to see you live to be 100. I love you Mom!
Mom: You are my favorite parent. Granted I am a Momma's boy :). You have taught me patience, preservence, good will, to be charitable and lots of other things. You are one of the few people in this state that tries to recycle everything. Your peaceful, hard to anger and understanding. You have pushed me to do my best in everything I do. Along with that you have attended every single band concert, play, baseball game, and swimming lesson that I can remember. You have always been there for me. I want to be like you when I have kids. I hope I already resemble your wonderful demeanor. People say we look alike. I got your hair, eyes, and hopefully personality. I can't ever think of what life will be like without you. I told you before, I want to see you live to be 100. I love you Mom!
Letter 2
Dear Crush,
I have crushed on you since middle school, I think. You have been in and out of my life since then. Some days you hate me, for no apparent reason, and others you can't get enough of me. We have nicknames for each other, that make us laugh. By the way I can't get enough of your giggle, the way you smile, your childish apparel and your love for movies. Though we are Co-Editors-In-Chief and having a relationship would complicate things. I want one and with you. I don't even know if you have the same feelings about me. Once you told me in eigth grade that you only date guys taller than you, well guess what I am now! Though I am too shy to ever say anything to you about my love for you I will always dream about what could be, you and me.
I have crushed on you since middle school, I think. You have been in and out of my life since then. Some days you hate me, for no apparent reason, and others you can't get enough of me. We have nicknames for each other, that make us laugh. By the way I can't get enough of your giggle, the way you smile, your childish apparel and your love for movies. Though we are Co-Editors-In-Chief and having a relationship would complicate things. I want one and with you. I don't even know if you have the same feelings about me. Once you told me in eigth grade that you only date guys taller than you, well guess what I am now! Though I am too shy to ever say anything to you about my love for you I will always dream about what could be, you and me.
Letter 1
To my best friends, I have many and I find it a crime to single out just one. I believe I can squeeze everything I need to say to all my friends into one post :)
1 We have spent alot of time together and I don't see us and our friendship going away anytime soon! :) BOMB!! Just wait til you guys read your birthday cards :)
2 You have called me a protege, amoung other names lol, and that if we hang out too much the world would explode because of the shear craziness. You have definately made a deep impact on my life and I hope to see you later in life
3 Miss Neighbor-From-A-Diagonal I have known you since basically birth and we have alot of great times and I can't wait to walk with you at graduation!
4 The one who moved but came back, sorta lol, You may go to a different school and I barely ever see you but when I do I know its a great day. Your just like Neighbor-From-A-Diagonal, nuts but that is what makes you 2 so amazing!
5The people of theatre at CHS and my APUSH class we have our rough patches but i love you guys because of all the things that have happened. We have helped each other and have a connection bonded by theatre and creepin on our APUSH teacher lol
Those are my besties and though most will never see this I am glad I wrote it :)
1 We have spent alot of time together and I don't see us and our friendship going away anytime soon! :) BOMB!! Just wait til you guys read your birthday cards :)
2 You have called me a protege, amoung other names lol, and that if we hang out too much the world would explode because of the shear craziness. You have definately made a deep impact on my life and I hope to see you later in life
3 Miss Neighbor-From-A-Diagonal I have known you since basically birth and we have alot of great times and I can't wait to walk with you at graduation!
4 The one who moved but came back, sorta lol, You may go to a different school and I barely ever see you but when I do I know its a great day. Your just like Neighbor-From-A-Diagonal, nuts but that is what makes you 2 so amazing!
5The people of theatre at CHS and my APUSH class we have our rough patches but i love you guys because of all the things that have happened. We have helped each other and have a connection bonded by theatre and creepin on our APUSH teacher lol
Those are my besties and though most will never see this I am glad I wrote it :)
Letters
So, I found this on my friend's blogger. I think I might do it.
One, to get back into writing here.
Two, because it may end up letting out feelings I don't even know I'm keeping in. The same as my friend has done, I feel I need to do this now.
letter 1 your best friend
letter 2 your crush
letter 3 your parents
letter 4 your sibling
letter 5 your dreams
letter 6 a stranger
letter 7 your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend
letter 8 your favorite internet friend
letter 9 someone you wish you could meet
letter 10 someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
letter 11 a deceased person you wish you could talk to
letter 12 the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
letter 13 someone you wish could forgive you
letter 14 someone you’ve drifted away from
letter 15 the person you miss the most
letter 16 someone that’s not in your state/country
letter 17 someone from your childhood
letter 18 the person that you wish you could be
letter 19 someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
letter 20 the one that broke your heart the hardest
letter 21 someone you judged by their first impression
letter 22 someone you want to give a second chance to
letter 23 the last person you kissed
letter 24 the person that gave you your favorite memory
letter 25 the person you know that is going through the worst of times
letter 26 the last person you made a pinky promise to
letter 27 the friendliest person you knew for only one day
letter 28 someone that changed your life
letter 29 the person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
letter 30 your reflection in the mirror.
One, to get back into writing here.
Two, because it may end up letting out feelings I don't even know I'm keeping in. The same as my friend has done, I feel I need to do this now.
letter 1 your best friend
letter 2 your crush
letter 3 your parents
letter 4 your sibling
letter 5 your dreams
letter 6 a stranger
letter 7 your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend
letter 8 your favorite internet friend
letter 9 someone you wish you could meet
letter 10 someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
letter 11 a deceased person you wish you could talk to
letter 12 the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
letter 13 someone you wish could forgive you
letter 14 someone you’ve drifted away from
letter 15 the person you miss the most
letter 16 someone that’s not in your state/country
letter 17 someone from your childhood
letter 18 the person that you wish you could be
letter 19 someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
letter 20 the one that broke your heart the hardest
letter 21 someone you judged by their first impression
letter 22 someone you want to give a second chance to
letter 23 the last person you kissed
letter 24 the person that gave you your favorite memory
letter 25 the person you know that is going through the worst of times
letter 26 the last person you made a pinky promise to
letter 27 the friendliest person you knew for only one day
letter 28 someone that changed your life
letter 29 the person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
letter 30 your reflection in the mirror.
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