Playtime is Over!

Summer is here but there is nothing to do but work. My friends keep saying we need to hang out but it hasn't gone further than that. I WANT TO DO STUFF lol. I am, at this moment, burnt to a crisp. Thank God for sunburns :p
Next school year I am a senior.............. I want this but I don't want this lol. College will be great but I have so many friends that I don't want to leave and things I want to do before I go to college. Plus that means this summer I have to look for scholarships. Something that probably will be put off because of my laziness. Until next time.......

This Whirlwind We Call Life!

I have been so busy lately..... Too busy. Did some tests here, reviews there. School is almost freaking over! I can't believe it. I am hopefully getting a job, my sister is graduating in May (and leaving), and one of my old friends has moved back. I can also half heartedly say I can't wait til next year... I'll be a senior then but it also means that I have to get ready for change. Change I might not be ready for. Yet is change I am willing for. I need to get out of this house. My father is too constrictive. He is like a boa constrictor. lol He needs a chill pill and some heavy medication :)
Til next time........................ Auf Wiedersehen :D

It's Mhmm Mhmm Good!

School is finally slowing down and I love it! I have more time to do other things. Things I want to do can be done now for awhile that is. Finals will come and I will have absolutely no time then lol.

Get Ready 'Cuz Here I Come!

Its been too long since I have been on. This past week has gone by too fast and was super busy. By this time next week I will have taken my AP test and will be able to talk about it. This fact screams out END OF SCHOOL and I'm not sure if I want that to come. Usually over summer I do absolutely do nothing and gain more weight but during school I stay the same weight all year. I don't want to get fatter, no offense to all the fat people in the world. That and next school year will be my last in HS and I'm not ready for the real world to kick in yet. Its so scary and no one realizes this til they are in the situation. Not that parents haven't been through it but 1) Times have changed and 2) They have simply forgetton the rush of new feelings and anxiety that they had because it has been so very long since it has happened to them.
There is another part of me though that wants summer becuase I know then that I won't have to deal with teachers and their freaking homework assignments. I am mentally ripped in half. I need someone to sew my mind back together!!!