Its been too long since I have been on. This past week has gone by too fast and was super busy. By this time next week I will have taken my AP test and will be able to talk about it. This fact screams out END OF SCHOOL and I'm not sure if I want that to come. Usually over summer I do absolutely do nothing and gain more weight but during school I stay the same weight all year. I don't want to get fatter, no offense to all the fat people in the world. That and next school year will be my last in HS and I'm not ready for the real world to kick in yet. Its so scary and no one realizes this til they are in the situation. Not that parents haven't been through it but 1) Times have changed and 2) They have simply forgetton the rush of new feelings and anxiety that they had because it has been so very long since it has happened to them.
There is another part of me though that wants summer becuase I know then that I won't have to deal with teachers and their freaking homework assignments. I am mentally ripped in half. I need someone to sew my mind back together!!!
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