YouTube & Oppurtunity

YouTube has informed me that two of my videos are apparently not up for monetization because they are questionable if they are mine. I am not sure how I am suppose to support the fact that they are completely and 100% mine. They don't even contain anything remotely questionable. They came straight from the device I recorded them on to my computer. They contain nothing from a movie or television show. They contain no music (of any sort). They contain no graphics or pictures. They definitely don't contain anything about a video game or anything along those lines. It is just strange how they ever questioned them in the first place. Now, I am waiting on YouTube to see if they will change their minds about my channel's videos. If  you, the reader, would like to check these videos (The BWP - Campus High Thespian Edition & Kacie Being Creepy)  and tell me what you think or any of my other videos, here is my URL: http://www.youtube.com/user/codegreen04

On a completely different note, I was just called by my Sunday School teacher and I was asked to teach the class for when he will be gone (next Sunday). I am just so unsure about this offer. I have no confidence in my teaching ability or even my ability to lead a simple discussion. The reason he said that he called me was because he was looking for a reliable person who is on time and comes on a weekly basis. While I am all of those things, I still don't even have the book that we are discussing in class, Forgotten God by Francis Chan. I just don't know what to do.

This life and there of.

Boy has the thought of college hit me like a brick. Its just a big bundle of emotions I can't handle right now. I got a message today on facebook from a guy I just added this day. He said that we are probably going to be roommates as he was informed by a guy who works in the student life center. I still have not come to terms fully that I will not be returning to Campus as a student. I still talk about the dang school like I have to worry about it and wonder what is gonna happen to everything there. I don't know if its a normal reaction for people to not want to move on in life but that is totally me right now. I am excited about college and getting away from home but Campus is where my life revolved for 4 years of my life. Everything I did was at that school or with people from that school. I know that the friends I leave behind there only matter if they keep in touch but I am worried that every single one of them will live on without me and be fine. I feel like shutting down and saying that I'm still in high school for the comfort but I know I have to move on. That is what life is about, moving on. I have to grow up. I have to go to college. I have to get past my fears. I have to.